justira

So, because I operate out of a FATHOMLESS WELL OF INSECURITY, I had a big freakout today over OH MY GOD I'M SUCH A HACK, WHAT IN THE WORLD AM I DOING TRYING TO WRITE/DRAW/BREATHE. My FFEX gift, combined with the incredible number of talented people that surround me, intimidated me past the breaking point, and I had one of my retarded little crises where I refuse to work on anything because whatever I make will be AWFUL FER SURE.

When I get like that I turn into a complete idiot that nobody can reason with. Considering I only have about 3,000 words of FFEX gift and I need, oh, 15,000 more, I don't really have time to melt into a puddle of low self esteem XD

Well.... I just wanted to thank bottle_of_shine and first_seventhe for putting up with the senseless sloshing of my haywire brain chemistry. You guys realy helped.

Unfortunately for you, as a result, I am now seething with ideas for stories I've been meaning to start, finish, or simply pick up.

( Updates on 10 stories within )

There's even a new story I got an idea for today, from One Piece: Fish Out of Season. Usopp-centric, possibly with slightly Nami/Usoppish overtones. I hope bottle_of_shine is pleased with this development!

There are SO MANY MORE STORIES that I didn't make any progress on today (and incidentally you can see the ones I mentioned in there too, though it needs updating), but this was a SWARM of little epiphanies. I am SO PLEASED.

So it seems, uh. After I finish my FEEX gift I will have plenty to work on >.>