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i've been thinking of how to write this.

i guess you may have noticed that, for the past few months, i haven't really been here.

i haven't been talking online that much, and i haven't been writing in livejournal at all

if i've said anything of significance in the past couple of months, it's news to me.

yeah. i'd retreated into my own little bubble, excluding almost everyone.
basically... i've just been thinking. re-orienting myself.

i think it's something to do with... getting used to being happy, or at least content.


i quite honestly haven't been content since early January... and i learned to live with it.
dramatics aside, i got used to being unhappy

and.. i realized that i wasn't really, anymore
that took getting used to.

two months of thinking and readjusting my way of thinking... and i'm back

hopefully for a while


that's all

i just wanted to say hi again