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i've been thinking of how to write this.

i guess you may have noticed that, for the past few months, i haven't really been here.

i haven't been talking online that much, and i haven't been writing in livejournal at all

if i've said anything of significance in the past couple of months, it's news to me.

yeah. i'd retreated into my own little bubble, excluding almost everyone.
basically... i've just been thinking. re-orienting myself.

i think it's something to do with... getting used to being happy, or at least content.

i quite honestly haven't been content since early January... and i learned to live with it.
dramatics aside, i got used to being unhappy

and.. i realized that i wasn't really, anymore
that took getting used to.

two months of thinking and readjusting my way of thinking... and i'm back

hopefully for a while

that's all

i just wanted to say hi again

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I'm glad that you've come back...and found that you are content...I can see where that may take a while getting used to after such a long period of unhappiness.
*hugs* for happiness.
-Nikki

*hug*

Glad you are back.

I'm here...to talk...or anything...

-Keith

*pounce*

mm.

::hugs::

i love you.

pleasant dreams
jkavv

::hug::
Hi, Ira.. welcome back.
: )

'morning

i would say welcome back except... you never really left. not to me,at least.

but welcome back nonetheless.

love you dear

*rape*
err..
*ravage*
err...
*nosekiss*

-lindsey

hi :D

i'm glad that you are happy or at least content

glad to see it, cos, not to be a raving psychotic bitch -- i leave that to jillian -- if you remained in your dazed state, and kept just being off in your lindseybubble [no offense to lindsey] there's no way either of us would have to for an assistant tech head. it'd actually been under discussion -- if ira isn't going to work cos she's too damn distracted, she's not going to have a responsibility position.

that is, actually, still the case.

this is in no way a threat, or ultimatum. i'm not even being mean.
it's just stating of facts..

i'm glad you're happy. the shift from depression to not-so-depressed is odd -- i remember it making me feel empty, because i couldn't yet see things with the same beauty i saw when i was depressed. i can again, now, but it took a while.. i was a bit depressed about it, at the time, but it was a hollow kind of depressed.
odd.

anyway -- we're happy to have you if you're actually in for working. ;]

yes, i'm back. Jilli and i are going to be meeting for design sessions this week.

but you're still welcome to yell at me when i get out of focus

and... yeah. thank you for that bit on beauty. i was wondering about that.

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