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it is sunny outside, i am as notsad as i've been in a long while, and i think i will take a walk.

i can't honestly say i'm happy, but this is okay.

i'm listening to alice deejay - Better Off Alone. i remember hearing this before a drama show. it gives me a feeling i can describe verbally, but not here. it's sad and nostalgic and pretty feeling.

do you think you're better of alone?

i want dark and glow.

but at the moment it is sunny and i am almost notsad.

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there is nothing, absolutely nothing, like listening to the baseline of a rave song played in a dark auditorium with beautiful people in black dancing with light.

nothing.