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Once again, we interrupt your regularly scheduled topics (which I promise I will get back to I SWEAR) in favour of current events.
So there is this thing where FictionAlley is applying for a grant from the Pepsi Refresh project, which is a grant competition giving away lump pre-determined sum grants to proposals competing within monetary (but not category-based) brackets. So all the proposals asking for $25K compete with each other, across categories, but do not compete with those asking for $250K. The money is given in those determined amounts, e.g. Pepsi is not saying "we will distribute $X among Y number of proposals based on votes/need/merit/other criteria".
Here is an FA staffer's post on the subject: A Big Favor: PLEASE VOTE FOR FA, EVERY DAY, EVERY WAY. The comments there are now closed but there are some screencaps available.
Some further information is provided where nextian reposts (with permission) an email exchange she had with FictionAlley: so ... this happened.
So the thing is, as a member of the OTW, as someone who recently gave money to a fannish project and urged others to do so (or to give time/spread the word), this strikes pretty close to home for me, right? I support fandom as a legitimate cultural endeavour and I support the idea of fannish projects being deserving of grants and resources. But I am so sideways and so many kinds of unhappy/mixed feelings about this, and after (probably insufficient) cogitation and (also insufficient) flailing at various friends, trying to sort my thoughts and feelings out, I think all of my internal mess over this can probably be summed up like so:
1. Boy am I mad at Pepsi and the system that created it.
2. Within the above context I have no objection to FA going for the grant; arts are important and should be funded. Fandom is important. But within the below context:
3. I don't know every avenue FA has tried, but based on my perception, FA did not do enough to seek resources within its own community before applying outside of it, and still handled it in a way that, from here, seems illogical, insensitive, inefficient, and just... not good. Which is a failure of either process or communication.
That's the short version. Let's have the long one.
1. I am SO MAD at Pepsi.
First of all, fuck you, Pepsi, for handing out pennies when you are in a position to do so much more, and for doing so in a way that doesn't encourage targeted giving but instead pits public needs against each other and against arts. To quote sapote in a thread on nextian's entry: "I'm not particularly annoyed that Fanfic Alley has decided they want some of this money when the basic tone of the grant application process is DANCE FOR IT, NEEDY SCHOOLCHILDREN, DANCE FOR YOUR SODA MASTERS."
I encourage reading of the two threads sapote's involved in, which contain some interesting argument about grants and grant processes in general: first thread, second thread.
Of course I'm glad that SOME money is going to awesome causes. Of freaking course. But I am so mad about how Pepsi is choosing to do this and I am so beyond pissed at the culture and society that has created this platform for them, that has created this need where soup kitchens and womens' shelters and disability programs have to beg private organizations for cash. What the FLYING FUCK? So great, Pepsi gets to promote their brand and make themselves look generous and giving while they do the minimum possible good with the maximum available funds. AWESOME.
2. Go ahead and apply for grants! It is okay for fandom projects to apply for grants! Fandom rocks!
Within the above framework — which, let me be clear, I hate — it's a fine move to apply for the grant. Arts are important cultural and community enrichment and should be funded. And I agree with seperis (post: maybe unpopular fannish opinion) about how a lot of the vitriol over this really devalues fandom, fannish projects, writing, women— oh! lots of things.
I mean, look. I'm an OTW supporter. It would be so hypocritical of me to say that FA shouldn't be applying for grants, I mean, what the hell?
Fandom is important. Fandom is enrichment, fandom is art, fandom is community. The work we do, the connections we make, the way we grow and change through our fannish interactions: these are worthy, valuable things. YES.
And applying for grants is great! Applying for grants doesn't just give you a chance at money, you know. Applying for grants also increases your visibility and the visibility of your need. And that's pretty awesome! I think it's fine for fandom to be visible and for fandom needs to be visible. We're legitimate culture and we need support just like other arts do! (Plus! applying for grants teaches you to apply for grants!)
So in the above context: go! submit that grant!
But I still think FA's move was at least questionable for the reasons below.
3. There were other and probably better ways to do this, wow.
Fandom has so many resources for helping in situations like this. This is aside from a rather long list of particular questions I have about a lot of the details of the FA situation, which I considered listing but honestly, they don't seem relevant. I could go into this, but some has already been mentioned in the linked comments/posts, and well, honestly seems obvious to anyone who's read the material. I can sum it up by saying that I think FA mismanaged their funds and resources and public communication and are continuing to do so. I think $25K is excessive for their current needs (that or they're misrepresenting their needs/plans). And that's great for me I guess, but I have nothing to do with FA and don't actually know much about their internal situation (and I hope that people who are more familiar will come forward somewhere eventually and clarify what is going on).
I am, however, a member of fandom, and I believe in preserving fandom history and fandom community. If FA had actually made a thorough effort to reach out within fandom and asked for help, I honestly believe they could have gotten really far, or at least gathered a lot of good/interesting ideas, because hey, fandom is pretty huge and diverse and our collective fingers are in MASSES of pies. I would have been in line to throw a few bucks and suggestions their way, whatever my personal feelings, because again: these things are important, right?
For example: did they try to partner with any of their now-published authors to raise awareness/funds? Or, why did FA not talk to the OTW? The OTW could have helped raise awareness and funds, or this could have slotted right in under the Open Doors project. Why not? I mean, I honestly don't understand this. I understand if the OTW is not your thing, but I also don't understand a decision where "the OTW is not my thing" will turn you in favour of pitting yourself against some of the kinds of projects currently in competition over at Pepsi Refresh.
That is the part where I get stuck. I fully support the legitimacy and value of fandom and fannish endeavours, but I just don't understand why you would compete for general community funds without trying your fellow fans first. Not because fandom is shameful or should be kept out of the public eye or because it's not worthy of those funds, but because I thought that's what community was. I thought that's what fandom was. Sharing and support, growth and learning. And if it turns out your own community can't help you, then you turn to bigger and bigger communities, right? If the FA staff can't give all the needed support, then try the FA userbase, then try... etc. until you get to fandom at large, and then community funding.
Pepsi sucks for setting up this situation, but if FA needed that money and couldn't get it any other way — like, you know, many of the competing projects need money and can't get it elsewhere — then hell yeah, apply! But it just doesn't sound like that's the case.
Guys, what happened?
ETA: Answer: This happened! FA has asked to be removed from the challenge. It sounds like their financial situation has improved but could still use continued support; I hope they get the funds/support they need.
ETA 2: seperis has collected more links on this subject, which cover a lot of angles (including the Pepsi angle and the fandom funding angle and the OMG SPREADSHEETS angle) and basically this is a good place to go for more thinkings on the matters and click links within links. (disclaimer: I am linked in there but you already read me, go read other people!)