justira ([personal profile] justira) wrote2002-01-08 08:39 pm

....ugh.

iii... want to die.
so tired.

i'm not sure if i'm stressed. i don't think i'm stressed.
i'm slightly homicidal, but only at my tree.

and my tree sucks.

lots.

fuck it.

i... don't have the energy to cry.

i have shitloads of hw, no time or energy to do it in.


i'm really, really sorry if i've been at all bitchy to you.
i don't like ordering people around, cause i'm bad at it, so i overdo it or underdo it.

or something.


but the tree sucks, the boat sucks, and it's not the fault of the people who built them, because *they* did a great job. lots and lots of thanks.

the boat just isn't a boat and the tree... isn't a tree.

and i'm shutting up now. too tired to not rant.

[identity profile] fallengoddess.livejournal.com 2002-01-08 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Your boat is perfect. Please do not stress about it. And your tree is wonderful. I'm sorry I didn't have time to discuss it with you today--running around most of rehearsal, collapsing to take "constructive notes" for the rest. But I think you're doing wonderfully.