justira | (no subject)

to those of you who saw me looking all upset and such today - i'm sorry. i'm just tired.

really tired.
probably stressed, too, but i can't be sure. i just know i'm tired.

i'm just in no state to deal with people right now. you may have noticed - i had about 5 seconds of coherency before i had to stop for a minute and breathe deeply and pull myself together again. i couldn't even make it to the car from the audlob, i was crying before i was inside.

my dad's still taking me to the dentist's office. figures.
not very smart. i couldn't deal with some of the people i knew best and liked today. i really don't want to have to deal with people i don't know sticking things in my mouth.
it literally makes me cry right now to think about it.

but i have to go or we'll be late.

yeah, i'll be fine. i'm just tired.

soyes.