justira ([personal profile] justira) wrote2001-06-18 02:52 am
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i am awake.

i don't really want to sleep.

i am still a very confused little monkey, but i am an awake confused monkey who is stubbornly trying to figure things out.

like maybe she isn't as bad as she seems.
maybe she CAN do things without screwing them up.
maybe she can shake herself out of this cyclic depression shit.

and maybe not.

strange, strange times.

i love you all.