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and it appears i haven't written in a while.
funny.
it seems i write least when there is the most shit going on.
heh.
oh wello.
but yes.
things with mother okayish.
i do not like being home.
and i REALLY dislike not being able to lock my door, as i have yet to fix it from when it was kicked in.
so yes.
my parents are trying to find me a psychiatrist.
oh joy, oh what joy this is.
cynical? me? of course not. you must be hallucinating again.
but yes.
Mander: "the track guys can jump over hurdles THIS high! *indicates are just below chest*"
me: ".... you mean guys can jump over my uterus?"
pe... is notnice. ohwell.
ooh!
i got a 100 on a steuben evilcompsci test! yay me! Smart Child.
and also a Smart Child because i've finally given in an am NOT taking three APs soph year
just AP french and Calc BC....
but yes.
i don't know what to take.
theatretech? something art? dunno. help?
has to be something that can't be APed.
yes.
less than this many lucid.
i will attempt to make sense tomorrow, yesiwill.
and such.
humanity in general can be incredibly stupid, but people are very interesting. the workings of the human mind fascinate me. i love watching/observing interactions between people. i love languages - the connections between different languages show me how all human minds are alike to some degree. the people around me show how different all people are.
'tis beautiful.
and you guys need to hold still for a while so's i can draw your portraits! grrness!
yes.
coherent.
really.
funny.
it seems i write least when there is the most shit going on.
heh.
oh wello.
but yes.
things with mother okayish.
i do not like being home.
and i REALLY dislike not being able to lock my door, as i have yet to fix it from when it was kicked in.
so yes.
my parents are trying to find me a psychiatrist.
oh joy, oh what joy this is.
cynical? me? of course not. you must be hallucinating again.
but yes.
Mander: "the track guys can jump over hurdles THIS high! *indicates are just below chest*"
me: ".... you mean guys can jump over my uterus?"
pe... is notnice. ohwell.
ooh!
i got a 100 on a steuben evilcompsci test! yay me! Smart Child.
and also a Smart Child because i've finally given in an am NOT taking three APs soph year
just AP french and Calc BC....
but yes.
i don't know what to take.
theatretech? something art? dunno. help?
has to be something that can't be APed.
yes.
less than this many lucid.
i will attempt to make sense tomorrow, yesiwill.
and such.
humanity in general can be incredibly stupid, but people are very interesting. the workings of the human mind fascinate me. i love watching/observing interactions between people. i love languages - the connections between different languages show me how all human minds are alike to some degree. the people around me show how different all people are.
'tis beautiful.
and you guys need to hold still for a while so's i can draw your portraits! grrness!
yes.
coherent.
really.