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do you know what's horrible?
my mother thinks that i am an inconsiderate, selfish person, who never cares about other people and who only does things to convenience herself.
i am not exaggerating. everything i just quoted, she has said to me. multiple times.
but that's not the horrible thing.
the horrible thing is... i almost don't care. at all. it's inconvenient. and that's about as far as it affects how i feel, unless i'm vulnerable at the time. but that's another story.
so i don't care if my mother thinks i'm a bitch. it might even be true. i don't *want* to be a bitch. i don't try to be a bitch.
and i don't give a flying fuck what my parents think. at all.
my mother thinks that i am an inconsiderate, selfish person, who never cares about other people and who only does things to convenience herself.
i am not exaggerating. everything i just quoted, she has said to me. multiple times.
but that's not the horrible thing.
the horrible thing is... i almost don't care. at all. it's inconvenient. and that's about as far as it affects how i feel, unless i'm vulnerable at the time. but that's another story.
so i don't care if my mother thinks i'm a bitch. it might even be true. i don't *want* to be a bitch. i don't try to be a bitch.
and i don't give a flying fuck what my parents think. at all.