justira | (no subject)

Edward Scissorhands is a beautiful movie...

he is a beautiful character...

i wish i could make something as beautiful as that...

i'm crying... isn't it wonderful?
thank you, Ben, and Dan, who made me let myself cry...

and Edward Scissorhands....

how can a movie have such an effect on me?
i can't explain here. ask if you wish.

but it is beautiful, and i'm crying, and that's beautiful too.

why can't i keep these moments, these times when i can feel again and the world is new again and my troubles real and faraway and my hopes and dreams nonexistent? when all i see is the beauty of the world, and it makes me cry?

if i were always like this, i would be... i would have conceived to make in this hell for myself a heaven.

if only i weren't blind so often... even now the feeling fades...

and i've stopped crying.

i wish i still were....

but it was beautiful and i was crying. and that was beautiful too.