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i have an idea. i shall Update My LiveJournal. woo.
another psych appt. today. lady isn't evil, just... not doing much.
but i got so frustrated with something i was trying to get across that i started crying.
well, she eventually got it. *patpat* good job, sweetie.
i seem to be rather muleheaded. i refuse to take meds of any sort or to alter my sleeping patterns. if you try to MAKE me sleep, all you will accomplish is to make me cranky and bored.
i see her logic behind "strongly suggesting" that i take meds and/or sleep like a normal human being, but i've NEVER had a normal sleeping pattern. my schedule is just naturally shifted.
anyway.
my right wrist decided to go *coughchokesputterdie* and it's been in a bandage.
and my legs are for some reason sore... okay....
institute was fun.
too bad it will be over. pampered me. got to see Meg and Dan every day, got used to it, and soon it will be back to seeing them perhaps once every few weeks. ahwell.
strange state right now. a kind of apathetic notcontentment.
geh.
lah.
need to talk.
GEH.
me = frustrated.
vaguelykindasorta giving up hope and such. la.
where the hell is Ben? we need to work on frosh show. when's he getting back from england?
geh. vaguely cranky mood, the kind that you're in when complaining/bitching except not and stuff.
laaaaa shutting up now.
(why do i feel lonely? it's not like i have a reason....)
but i got so frustrated with something i was trying to get across that i started crying.
well, she eventually got it. *patpat* good job, sweetie.
i seem to be rather muleheaded. i refuse to take meds of any sort or to alter my sleeping patterns. if you try to MAKE me sleep, all you will accomplish is to make me cranky and bored.
i see her logic behind "strongly suggesting" that i take meds and/or sleep like a normal human being, but i've NEVER had a normal sleeping pattern. my schedule is just naturally shifted.
anyway.
my right wrist decided to go *coughchokesputterdie* and it's been in a bandage.
and my legs are for some reason sore... okay....
institute was fun.
too bad it will be over. pampered me. got to see Meg and Dan every day, got used to it, and soon it will be back to seeing them perhaps once every few weeks. ahwell.
strange state right now. a kind of apathetic notcontentment.
geh.
lah.
need to talk.
GEH.
me = frustrated.
vaguelykindasorta giving up hope and such. la.
where the hell is Ben? we need to work on frosh show. when's he getting back from england?
geh. vaguely cranky mood, the kind that you're in when complaining/bitching except not and stuff.
laaaaa shutting up now.
(why do i feel lonely? it's not like i have a reason....)